Too much to do and then not enough? No, that’s not right. Over-stimulation and then the recovery period? Closer, but still not right.
I spent a bit more than three weeks alone with myself (a phrase that really doesn’t make sense, you can’t really be alone with someone, even if that someone is you. Right?). October 14 until the 22 was spent alone on the coast of Oregon. On 23 I hit the road, traveling 4,185 miles to North Charleston, South Carolina via Zion National Park, the Grand Canyon, Nogales Mexico and New Orleans.
It was mind-altering. It was sometimes boring (mostly the driving in Nevada and Texas). It was educational. It was a bit stressful (when my car broke down). I spent 3 nights and 2 days in New Orleans at this great Airbnb place… and then I was just OVER IT. I was ready to be done with the moving and the packing and the navigating and the learning and just STOP already.
So I cut the original two-day trip from NOLA to Charleston to one long 11-hour drive (which ended up being 12, thank you rush hour in Atlanta) and pulled into my cousin’s driveway at 11:25pm, November 6. And I’ve basically done NOTHING since then. Got chauffeured to see the ocean (which was great). Saw a movie. Ate a lot of great food that someone else decided on and cooked (which meant I didn’t have to!). Crocheted some baby hats and helped a tiny bit with a baby shower.
All the things I want to write about and share seemed to have evaporated from my brain. How did that happen?
I’m just now getting back to that stuff. Looking through the (just from the camera, after much deleting) 965 photos I have from that road trip helps. Finding videos I’d forgotten I had taken, which spark memories of specific times and places on the road. Little by little, it starts to return.
One of the best moments:
I’m driving across the widest point of Texas, the first full day back on the road after my car broke down. I had spent about 24 hours wondering if I’d have to ditch the car and spend a ton of cash renting something to get me to South Carolina, and then more cash to get a new car. I was over the moon to be out of Nogales and back on track to New Orleans. And it just hit me like a ton of bricks…
I am on my way to New Orleans.
For no reason at all, other than I wanted to go there.
No one who knows me actually knows where I am right this minute. I am not obligated to anyone to be anywhere for anything.
And I am DRIVING ACROSS THE COUNTRY.
And this is MY LIFE right now.
How can that even be true? That’s Amazing! Amazing like the clip below:
And it’s not over.
2 thoughts on “Post-Road-Trip Slump”
Bev, I haven’t been replying. So sorry. But I have been reading your posts and indulging in envy, cheering you on, and having many vicarious emotional reactions. Brings back my years of doing solo indie singer/songwriter touring, undeniably the best years of my life. Thank you for writing about it all.
I love hearing about your journey Bev!! And love that you included a clip of Aziz Ansari…he is my favorite. I’ve already watched all the episodes of Master of None!! Excited to see where your journey takes you next!!